~No Traces~

Tonight, there is something to reminisce…
Of a love, of a boy, of a heartache
Still a bit clueless but I know there is something to remember…
Mine heart not easy to forget
Mind cares of who had left
Every night I want nothing more
But to mend this regret
Leave traces of him behind
Tonight, let it be the night
To send off memories to the sky
Consume my thoughts with all the “what ifs and should haves”
Till I get tired…
Till I get lost…
Till I run out of reasons
Tonight, is the night
To put these feelings to sleep
And to wake up one day
With no flashing histories
Cause the only thing I know is just his name

(c) quirkyshine

June 15, 2019

~9 o’clock pm~

Everytime I close my eyes
I see different scenarios
Of you, of us…
of breaking apart…
of you loving someone else…
of me struggling to breathe
Of you regretting…
of me moving on…
Yes, so many stories in mind…
so many thoughts run wild…

Then slowly fade
When I fall asleep.

(c) Quirkyshine

~Counting Steps~

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Ready?
On the count of three…
One… two… but
Wait… wait…
I can’t… I just can’t go on without leaving a short note…
A note with a gentle tone and simple strokes of humor
From this sturdy pen
For the sake of moving on
Proving that we can be wrong
We’re both pathetic
Caring for the careless
Clearing their confound mess
Surrendering to being reckless
We’re both horrendous fools
Believing lies after lies
Denying the truest truth…
A plain fact that we can’t have the ones we love
But we keep chasing them
Hastening the race
Ending up losing
Your battle with her
Mine with you
Ready?
On the count of three…
Am more convinced to set you free
Whilst nurturing this fruitless tree
Hoping someday your mind will change
And feel your heart in closer range
But reality speaks volumes
Fair and convincing that…
I am the lover you took for granted
You are the pursuer she left for gold
We’re both crippled afraid to heal
Always taking a u-turn
Scared our paths will cross again
I may not be able to mend completely
Are you ready?
Am I ready?
On the count of three…
One… two…
I must run…
Runaway from here
Runaway from you
Runaway from love
One… two… three… go!

(c) Quirkyshine

~To See You~ (original song composition)

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~To See You~

(Music and Lyrics by quirkyshine)

I.

I am writing a song tonight

Telling all the stars to fall

May my wildest dreams come true

All I wanna see is you

II.

I am singing our song tonight

Hoping the wind blows my love

Baby, I love you so

Bet you have no clue

All I wanna see is you

Chorus:

Cause you are my song

The rhythm of my heart

Day by day

All I ask is grace from above

Cause you are my light

Guiding me in my darkest times

With each passing day

My love gets stronger

All I ask is grace

To see you, my love

III.

I am painting a thought tonight

Wonderful thoughts of you

You’re the picture I keep in mind

All I wanna see is you

IV.

Could I hold you for all time

Kissing all your tears away

Baby you make my day

No one could make me feel this way

All I wanna see is you

Chorus:

Cause you are my song

The rhythm of my heart

Day by day

All I ask is grace from above

Cause you are my light

Guiding me in my darkest times

With each passing day

My love gets stronger

All I ask is grace

To see you, my love

V.

Baby I love you so

And I ask for God’s grace

May He blessed me with your love

You’re the one I truly want in life

May all the stars tonight

Conspire to grant my wish

All I wanna see is you

Chorus:

Cause you are my song

The rhythm of my heart

Day by day

All I ask is grace from above

Cause you are my light

Guiding me in my darkest times

With each passing day

My love gets stronger

All I ask is grace

To see you, my love

© quirkyshine

Lyrics and music… song will be released soon… in my debut album… haha joke I do dream to have an album someday… 🙂