I lost my mind…
It’s like I am torn between living and dying
Sometimes I wanted to forget how it was to love and be loved…
Like I don’t deserve all the happiness in this world
How do I save my sanity?
When you took everything and left me unwarranted
How will I ever survive?
If I lost my heart…
While loving someone deeply
Yet not ready to accept my love completely
How am I supposed to believe in true love?
When fate has been so cruel
And all I can think of is to crawl slowly
To help myself out from what’s killing me
At times, I just wanted to fade
Cease to love
Run away from all pain
To go oblivion
See if you care enough to find me…
Why is it so hard for you to show some care?
The comfort that I deserve
Why am I always the rebound?
The fixer of your broken soul
Like I’d never get hurt in the process
Neither I have powers nor potion to make things perfect for you…
Why can’t you just accept
The fact she is nowhere now
And I am somewhere here
Offering the best more than she can
What must I do now?
Now that breathing has a price
Where can I buy morphine?
To ease the pain inside…
Why loving someone who’s afraid to move on
Is like committing suicide
Sometimes I just wanted to vanish
To perish into darkness
Where my light can be seen no more