Tale of an Insecure Lady




She walks in the room with her nose in the air and thinks she’s better than anyone else.


“Oh! Hi everyone! How do I look?” damn! She cares too much about what others think of her.


“Girl!! I love your shoes” (but her eyebrow is slightly raised?? Oh Com’on!!) thats great!! she likes to please everyone but she gives that compliment not because she cares for you, but rather she’s insinuating you for your approval and likes. Don’t trust her too much.


She talks like she is “all knowing”,


“hey! did you know that blah blah blah”


But when someone brilliant like her comes in she puts too much crap.


She’s like a “chatter box” — likes talking about how everyone hates her,


“You know what? This girl hates me and she’s a b**** blah blah blah!!”


She wants to be heard and be noticed most of the time. Indeed, an attention seeker.


She remains defensive most of time and will fight even if it means losing some of her personal convictions.


She spends most of her energies dragging down other people so she would look better in the eyes of many people.


She likes cursing other people and uses this so called “freedom of speech” as her shield.


She thinks that life is always a competition; she’s bossy and too authoritarian. She even uses bullying techniques to manipulate the people around her.


She’s threatened by the growth and brilliance of others; she’s ambitious with the want of dragging down others in her circle. No she’s threatened… threatened by her own inner demon.



My One and Only YOU





I have something to say to YOU

Words so pure and true as YOU

Once in a lifetime love, so wonderful like YOU


With all that I have I gladly give to YOU

With all of my heart I will sing beautiful songs for YOU

I will let the whole world know that I am devoted to YOU

I am afraid no more – to say I LOVE YOU


I will shine bright for YOU

Like diamonds so precious, precious as YOU


I will write songs of love and think of YOU

And I will dedicate this all to YOU


I trust tomorrow as much as YOU

Today is nothing, it means nothing without YOU


If I have to lose something, Heaven forbid it’s YOU

If I have to spend my lifetime, I love it with YOU


If there’s someone I’ve been waiting for so long, Know that it’s YOU

 My Love, You’re my ONE and ONLY YOU.




-Shine S-




A Life with a Purpose (quote)




Sharing Mitch Albom’s thoughts on life, 


“So many people walk around with a meaningless life. They seem half-asleep, even when they’re busy doing things they think are important. This is because they’re chasing the wrong things. The way you get meaning into your life is to devote yourself to loving others, devote yourself to your community around you, and devote yourself to creating something that gives you purpose and meaning.”


-Mitch Albom, Tuesday with Morrie-


When we forget ourselves, we usually start doing something others will remember. Simple words yet very powerful. Let go of that “ME FIRST ATTITUDE”. Start making a difference today by simply touching a life, it doesn’t have to be extravagant or earth shattering difference that you have to make there, a simple “hi” “how are you” or a smile could make someone’s day. A blessed friday to all!  Stay happy everyone!   -shine s-

The Most Valuable Thing



Just a thought:


it’s not the position, not the finite wisdom, not the qualifications, not the endowments of any person that makes him or her rank high in the esteem of God. The intellect, the reason, the talents of men, are the gifts of God to be employed to His glory, for the upbuilding of His kingdom. It is the spiritual and moral character that is of value in the sight of heaven and that will survive the grave and be made glorious with immortality for the endless ages of eternity.


Thank You Song




“Thank you”

Music and Lyrics by: shinesweet/quirkyshine



Do you still remember the first time we met?

It seemed we came together in instant friendship

As time goes by, those feelings have grown

We’ve shared our deepest secret thoughts and dreams

For as long as I live 

You will always be a part of me




Thank you for being my friend

All the moments filled with joy

Good old days are here again 

Thank you for loving me friend

No matter what the future brings

I will always be your friend



I’ll always have warm thoughts of you

Even miles separte us, I’ll search deep in my heart

And all the times we cried, the silly times, the laughs we shared these are my most precious blessings

For as long as i live

You will always be a part of me





I appreciate you more each day

I want you to know 

You make my world  a better place to live




-shine s-

(thank you for reading)



Shall We Dance?




I’m gonna make the stars and the moon dance tonight…

Cause damn! they make me move…

Your LOVE always make me go crazy…

Call me crazy… dance with me tonight, please?




If only I could run away with you…

Will you find Me?




-Shine S-

Her Story (Dying in Despair) song

“Her Story” (dying in despair)

written by: shine s – 3/19/2014


She sat in the corner 

With a paper and a blade

She cut her wrist and 

Started writing her story




She knows the world will never listen

Still she tells us her story

She’s cold and she’s lonely

But she’s hidding her pain




She is screaming inside

Wishing someone would care

She is crying tonight

Maybe you really don’t care

She is putting her life on hold

You know this is not fair

She is wishing for that love

And slowly dying in despair




She believes in true love 

But she can’t find a real man

She tried searching for him

In a world created by man




And even if she’s bleeding

She still writes with all her love

You know that it’s real

cause it was written in blood




She is screaming inside

Wishing someone would care

She is crying tonight

Maybe you really don’t care

She is putting her life on hold

You know this is not fair

She is wishing for that love

And slowly dying in despair

-Shine S-

I am Dauntless

I am Dauntless



Albeit stillness and distressed.



Every day I wake up in desperation


Wanting to know all the answers to my questions.



I love radiance, I admire brilliance


I hate absurdity, I despise judgment.



I wanted to know how things to be done


And the reasons why it cannot be done.



Life may be deeply mortifying


Love may be sometimes distressing.



My being bold may open a great deal of attack



Try to shoot me



Try to break me



Try to hurt me



Try to curse me



Try to destroy me



I may fall


But that won’t really matter,


Because each time I fall,


I tell you


I’ll rise again.





-shine s-


I am Super Girl

I am Supergirl


Tell me all your sorrows

That permeated your heart

I am Super girl.


Tell me about your fears

That gripped you for long

I am Super girl.


Tell me about the ghost of your past

That haunts you every night

I am Super girl.

Believe me my love

I am super girl.

I am your super girl

Your hero with an extraordinary kind of love.


I am but your super heroine

Strong, willing to risk own’s happiness

Just to protect you from desolation and pain.


I am your Super girl

I don’t have exceptional skills

But my powers are on my knees

When I kneel down to pray.


I cannot change the world

But in my own little way

I want to brighten your day.


I have no super human strength

But my strength comes from within

Willing to shine for you.


I have no wings, I cannot fly

But together we shall reach our highest desires.


I have no power to be invisible

For I cannot hide what I truly feel inside.


I could not protect you from villains and bad guys

But I am your Super Girl

Protector and Keeper of your heart.